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everybody’s looking for that something
the one thing that makes it all complete
you’ll find it in the strangest places
places you never thought it could be
some find it sharing every moment
some find it in their solitary lives
you’ll find it in the words of others
a simple line can make you
laugh or cry
you find it in the deepest friendships
the kind you cherish
all your life
you cant deny the joy it brings
when you’ve found that special thing
you’re flying without wings
so impossible
as it may seem
you’ve got to fight for every dream
‘cos who’s to know
which one you let go
would have made you complete
well for me its waking up beside you
to watch the sunrise on your face
its the things that only i know
being able to say i love you
at any given time or place
you cant deny the joy it brings
when you’ve found that special thing
you’re flying without wings.

so lonely inside ;
so busy out there
and all i wanted was somebody who cared

okay this has multiple meanings. first of all. i think my hair is getting too long for my liking! you may say, what long! its only shoulder-length. but hello, this is sunny, tropical, humid, singapore we are talking about. it really bites to have hair that covers your neck and makes it all sweaty and increases your body temperature by like 2 degrees. (kidding)
so when i have the time, i think im going to cut it! (:

and also,  i think i need to let my hair down. as in. relax. i have too many things on my mind at the moment. and its like. bogging me down when i really should be trying to enjoy myself. (: shall try not to dwell too much and be more happy-crazy. tomorrow is the milkys/20906 barbeque! :D so looking forward to it.

and miss universe 2007 is riyo mori! miss japan! she’s so pretty :D and i liked her answer for the final question thing. i also loved last year’s miss japan – kurara chibana. go google her, she’s even prettier than this year’s! and she wore this samurai thing for the evening gown competition. SO COOL.im really glad im going japan for humanities trip this year. (: okay i know all the stuff about “beauty is only skin deep” but hey. im just appreciating the beauty of the japanese culture.which rocks right? i mean there’s SASHIMI! and MANGA and CUTECARTOONS .what more could you want :D and and. no one said people couldnt be pretty and nice. (for example, ME! :D)

i want to give a BIG HUG + LOTS OF THANKS to the following people :

1. lynette : who wished me happy birthday first. like 10 days before today :D
2. cheryl leong best best bestie <3 : LOVEher :D she wished me at like midnight last night. BBBs ALWAYS. ;D
3. yanting : dnb! HAHAHAH. dont bully me. or else she will come and kill you. :D
4. liangjie (:
5. cherng yew<3 : who made my birthday so so so extra special. and so fun :D
6. sister florence : who texted me from canada! im so touched! (:
7. ziting (:
8. sokteng : offered to give me a melted cake. LOL SO SWEET. :D
9. jocelyn : she bought me a present! and i always complain to her during lesson time. POOR GIRL. HAHAH. SHE’S SO SWEET. (:
10. weijie mushroomhead.
11. maylynn (:
12. jessebelle (:
13. emelia : hers was loud and enthusiastic as usual. much love! :D
14. rachel : aww you’re so sweeeet.
15. ken fivebears. (wu zhi xiong)
16. ashleigh choo : twinnie. (:
17. xenia : senior (: the squad ic of DOOOOOM.juniors, BEWARE!
18. yiyang : so nice! i have a nickname for him. but i forgot what it was :X
19. charlene chan: called me an old monster. RAH. MONSTER BITE YOU. (:
20. sir edwin (:
21. my family ^^

yeah thats all , i think? if i’ve left anyone out, you can spam me on msn. :D
i feel so loved! people who sms me from overseas, people who wake up at all kinds of ungodly hours to wish me happy birthday, people who made me such a happy birthday girl ( you know who you are ;D ) THANKYOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!

and to all those who are also celebrating their birthday today ( uhh, although i have no idea who you might be )

happy birthday to you,
you were born in a zoo ,
you look like a monkey~~
and you smell like one too!

this post is so self-centred. HEH. oh well. live with it :D

maybe i am crazy.

i really admire people who are optimistic. i really wish that i could look on the bright side of things. i cant seem to do that. things cloud my mind. and there are too many thoughts popping up at the same time. (dramatic sigh) the curse of having a superior intellect.. ;)
but reading the blogs of optimistic people like cheryl leong and charmaine helps me feel better. im like an optimism leech. im lucky to have optimistic friends. (:

this is really really stupid.

i dont want it all to end ;

i think liang laoshi has caught my disease too. she wants us to finish the whole zuoye. like !?!? what happened to zhun1 lao3 ai4 you4 (respect the old, love the young ) IM YOUNG.WHAT ABOUT LOVING ME AND GIVING ME A BREAK? PRETTY PLEASE. I PROMISE YOU WONT REGRET IT. but then again, you’re a teacher. and everyone knows teachers are pure evil.

and my mom and sis left for a trip to the rainforest. HOW COOL IS THAT. I (BIG HEART) JUNGLE TREKKING! well now, im all alone at home. and have to remember when to do what all by myself. being the lazy person i am, that sucks.

and we dissected a frog yesterday! uber cool. i (BIGBIG HEART) MRS ADELINE ONG. i wouldnt mind having her as my mom (: shall post pictures after lunch.

ohyeah, im contemplating joining blogger again. :X i AM fickle. live with it.

my mom is stressing me out. bahh.

holiday schedule:D

28may cultural potpourri (:
29may chem remedial [10 - 12.30 ]
1st-2nd jun nco camp!
2jun pre-camp training for isc [ 10-3 ] / rciy [4-6]
3jun-9jun JAPAN TRIP! :D
(cant attend the one-day nco training thingy on the 9th ):
11jun making my ic card
12jun filming
13jun editting
14jun CIP
16&17 jun rciy overnight
18-22jun sec3 adventure camp

k.that leaves me with 10th ,15th , 23rd, 24th. im free.
however, i dont think i can go out on any of these days. because i think my mom will totally slaughter me. (:
see, emelia? i wasnt lying :D

dumdeedum. *twiddles thumbs*
i probably shouldnt look at the pretty blogskins at bloskins dot com. they’re tempting me to switch back. but nah. im kinda lazy to.

tomorrow is our last parade! D: ohdear. thats like. too soon!ahhh. im going to miss being told what to do and when to do it. things seemed much simpler that way. im going to miss the ncos! mannn. i’ll miss seeing jerome (aka. the keesiao early bird who always arrives 2 hours earlier than everyone to polish his boots. ) sitting at the canteen tables, trying to annoy tyt. and im going to miss lett’s zi yan zi yu.*COUGH COUGH CHIEF COMMISIONER OF POLICE WANNA-BE COUGH* and im going to miss ee peng and ting min, who gave me so much advice and encouragement in one lunch session during fdc. im going to miss weiqi’s “wow.” and anli’s dancing.
I AM GOING TO MISS SO MANY THINGS. ):

& teetering on the edge. wherein lies the courage to take the step and enter the threshold of the unknown and unfamiliar?

1. How old will you be in 10 months?
15 years and 10 months.

2. Do you think you will get married by then?
*gasp* UNDERAGE!

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
being happy!

5. Who was the last person to call you?
chuhui? (:
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
Call!

7. Do you have any pets?
i am currently the proud owner of a very shiny and white toiletbowl. :D

8. What were you doing at 12am last night?
i was having a stomachache! and yeah. sitting on the toiletbowl.
9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Married.

10. When is the last time you saw your mom?
1 hour ago.
11. What happened at 11:00a.m?
i was in church?

14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare feet on the sand.

15. Are you a social person?
im not a total social butterfly, but i have enough friends to keep me contented (:
16. What was the last thing you ate?
xiao long bao <3

17. What is your favourite ice cream?
BEN&JERRY’S! chocolate chip cookie dough <3

18. What is your favorite dessert?
I SCREAM FOR ICECREAM.

20. What kind of jelly do you like on?
grape /apple flavour.

21. Do you like coffee?
i like cappucino. (: frothy.

22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?
uhhh. 3 ? :X

23. What do you drink in the morning?
milo.
24. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
depends on which someone else. x)
25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
the left side? i dont know.

26. Do you know how to play poker?
nope.

27. Do you like to cuddle?
yea. :X  i want hugs.

28. Have you ever been to Canada?
No.

29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
a bit of both?
30. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
YEA. but i forgot their names :X

32. Do you speak any other language?
i speak alien.
34. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
no.

35. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
both are fine. but pools are less scary.

36. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
window! i love the little snowflakes that form on the window.

37. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
no.

38. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
i dont know? any random thing i see. RETAIL THERAPY.

39. Do you wear any jewelery 24/7?
no. itchy.

40. What is your favourite TV show?
CSI :NY
41. Can you roll your tongue?
yep. my whole family can.

42. Who is the funniest person you know?
lynette! and. siyi! i know a lot of funny people. yingying too. she always makes me laugh.

44. Are you on any medication?
nope. im fit as a horse! but i would love to eat pi pa gao though. love that stuff.

45. Do u have any clothes from when you were little?
i still have those dresses i wore to other ppl’s wedding dinners. :X
46. What is the color of your bedroom?
yellow! (:

48. Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
closed? duh -.-

49. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of killer bees?
bear! killer bees are scary.

50. Do you flirt a lot?
nah. im faithful to my dear **.

its like. 10 already? and i havent packed or moved an inch since i turned the computer on. i dont know. my room is such a mess. my life seems to resemble my room. bits and pieces scattered here and there.

considering moving back to blogspot. getting bored with the themes here. PERMANENT CHANGE! :D but for the convenience of not having everyone relinking me, i shall stay. dont you just love me? im so noble. AHAHAH.

oh well.
crappy.

we got back all our results. and i was so relieved to have passed social studies!
i think the whole class could see the relief pouring out of my face.

well anyway, i didnt do so well for my compos this time. so. my aim now is to try and organise my thinking process. holidays are coming! i need books to read (: anyone want to lend me some?

i remember in primary school my SA1 always sucked too. i expected better of myself though. and i have to find a way to get around the whole “li ti” thing. somehow, i always write out of point. i know im supposed to be over it by now. but it still annoys me to hell that i li ti-ed again. 

and it didnt really help that my parents were emphasizing on how great my sister was at zuowen and i wasnt.

social studies. ohdear D:

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there
When I cried
And the days feel like years
When I’m alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin’ on the floor
and they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
I’ll keep forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

did alot of reflection about life and death while i was there. its like when someone dies, theres this ripple of sadness. like a stone has been dropped into a pond of serenity.

oh well. im going back to school tomorrow! (: i know everyone misses me.

2 WEEKS OF PURE UNADULTERATED TORTURE IS FINALLY OVER! :D
although emaths and chemistry was kind of screwed for me, but its like. RELIEF! after you’ve been constipated with studying for so long.

oh and because i’ve been listening to the radio non stop for the past few days.

AMANDA’S TOP THREE EMO SONGS.

1. Pieces Don’t Fit Anymore – James Morrison
2. I Dont Love You – My Chemical Romance
3. Never Again – Kelly Clarkson

:P emokid.

[ EDIT ]

LOL i typed this yesterday but i pressed the wrong button so it got saved into the “drafts” folder instead. so yeah. im posting this now. (:

been deprived of the comp for too long. kinda forgot how to use it :X

but seriously, midyrs are cominggggg! i’ve been like. whining about this for the past two weeks, and i haven’t exactly done anything productive about it. well anyway, i walked to the bus stop with yingying, huijuan, hwee min and geyi.yingying kept saying “zou kuai dian la! yao xia yu le! wo bu yao bei lei pi si!” SO FUNNY.   and i was like struggling to keep up with her strides because my legs are shorter than hers so when she tries to take bigger steps i have to take bigger,bigger steps. so i was like “zou man yi dian la! wo de jiao hen duan!” :D fun times.

ohwell, time to cut down on all the playing. and get serious about studies. i dont think i will have time to post very often over the next two weeks or so.

JIAYOU EVERYONE! ALL THE BEST FOR MIDYRS! :D

= ON HIATUS UNTIL THE 10TH OF MAY =

well anyway, i really enjoyed the annual parade! i was in a super good mood. and i kept chatting with everyone around me. ain was so sweet! she gave us all postcards. :D and and. it was the best one ever! our performance rocked. and i love the marching band music.

LOVELOVE MASSFLAGPARTY CONTINGENT02!
LOVELOVE THE 8NPDP GIRLS (TYT,XENIA,YINGYING,CHUHUI,SIYI,HUIJUAN,HWEEMIN)!

and it was over? just like that. we were supposed to arrive at 1.30 when the thing only started at 6 something. and yet. it was gone! we thought it would last really long but in the end. it was so fast?

me and tyt were changing in a darkened and empty toilet and we were reminiscing on the past. and thinking about the future.. and we decided that the future is scary. (: growing up is filled with many of this sort of experiences, i feel.

I DONT WANT TO GROW UP! D:

it seemed like only last week that we had just arrived for our first practice. and were being very amazed that they gave us kit-kat and milo during our break time. and we were so bored of the npdp practices that we yearned to go back to school and attend regular parades. and how we longed for it to be over.

and now, its going to be over soon!

after tomorrow, no more.
although i must say it made us (8 npdp girls) bond alot. and we’re so much closer now. :D LOVELOVE!
i am really grateful for this experience. i think it has made me alot stronger. and has given me many things that i would have never been able to have otherwise. tomorrow is our time to shine! our time to show the world what we have been working for! :D

JIAYOU EVERYONE! :D
NHNP!<3

JIAYOU ALSO TO ALL THE PEOPLE PARTICIPATING IN SJAB FAC TOMORROW! :D LETS ALL DO NANHUA PROUD!

加油加油加油！
当你来到南华，你以南华为荣.
当你离开南华，南华以你为荣！

 & you make me want to call you in the middle of the night;
you make me want to hold you to the morning light.

oh great. need i remind myself that
chemistry : chapters 1-12  D:
bio : chapters 2 – 7
history : 2.1 – 2.2 (until fascist japan)
social studies : until chapter 4 ?

i can scarcely believe it.

oh a lighter note, me and caitlyn were laughing at jamie’s expression after mrs toh called for all the art students to see her. she was having that “oh-my-gosh-THATS-what-i-have-do !?” face. it was really funny! and the performance by the choir was quite nice. i was quite entertained by the 3 boys in choir. one of them was a soprano! o.o the dramatization was quite. -.- “its like watching dora the explorer!” quoted from caitlyn.

oh and i have decided. if possible. to join performing arts group when im in JC. because i’ve been in uniformed groups all my life. and i thought it’d be pretty interesting to see what it feels like. and i’ve always wanted to learn how to play a musical instrument. :D lynette suggested that i join the middle thing of a guitar ensemble. because if i play the high notes my fingers would die because the strings are so thin and if i play the low notes i wouldnt be able to strum because the strings are too thick.

and i felt so weird today! it was the first time i went home straight from school in a long time. and by myself too. i felt so. unaccustomed.

quote of the day : “why is he so smart! boys are supposed to be stupid.”

dear world,

i am spraying germs all over my computer. i suspect its going to get a virus soon. :D

and well, lets see.i am proceeding towards the transition stage between the end of npdp and the impending doom which humans call MIDYRS.

and this darned cough refuses to go away. despite me eating many pills and lozenges -.-

and the car is down. so i have to go to school myself tomorrow. so i have to wake up at 5 am D:

i suspect im becoming a sleep addict too. i woke up at 12.22 this morning afternoon.

and i think i didnt do very well for my chemistry test.

and im not allowed to drink cold drinks, eat fruits or sweet things, or drink herbal tea. bleah.

and i think i am being very whiny about things that i cannot change.

please do something about it.

yours sincerely,
amanda.

HAHAHA i seem to have alot to complain about.oh and this post seems slightly deranged because i have 2 or 3 doses of drowsy medicine in me and i havent started sleeping off its effects yet.

i cant wait for midyrs to be over.

i think my epiglottis is inflamed. because it hurts everytime i swallow. and whenever i breathe, it gets all funky and itchy. i could barely breathe in my mom’s car. i was coughing all the way.

i think im going to start coughing out blood soon. gurgh. it hurts. ):

bah.

and so i trudged back home. and fell asleep. and woke up at 8pm? then all my homework is still not done. bah. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. i need a holiday! D: hais. but anyway. life goes on. will still have to drag my body out of bed tomorrow morning.

tomorrow i have to :

• write a ying yong wen
• do chinese zuoye
• finish amaths hw
• finish SRP article
• finish newspaper article
• chinese tuition

bah. im so tired. i think i shall go sleep now and see how tomorrow goes.

she’s loving him still, after all this time..

All your anticipation pulls you down
When you can have it all, you can have it all

So come on, so come on, get it on
Don’t know what you’re waiting for
Your time is coming don’t be late, hey hey
So come on
See the light on your face
Let it shine
Just let it shine
Let it shine

Stop being so hard on yourself
It’s not good for your health
I know that you can change
So clear your head and come around
You only have to open your eyes
You might just get a big surprise
And it may feel good and you might want to smile, smile, smile

Don’t you let your demons pull you down
‘Cause you can have it all, you can have it all

Hey let me know you
You’re all that matters to me
Hey let me show you
You’re all that matters to me

Hey let me love you
You’re all that matters to me
Hey so come on yeah
Shine all your light over me…

i like this song! (:
dedicated to SOME person. who is stressing out about his/her life. :D guess who!

i also got swimming badge and SANA badge. although, i was kind of disappointed not to get 2nd class drill badge ): but ohwells? was aiming for staff sgt. and 1stclass drill badge by the time im sec four though. D: i dont know if i can achieve that now. heh. im still pretty happy though.

congrats to tyt, yingying and chuhui! <3

well, life is pretty hectic now. its test after test and then mountain of homework after mountain of homework.. does anyone see the ending of this long and winding road!

D:

% you are the one , the one who lies close to me, whispers hello i’ve missed you quite terribly… 
i could be your heroine , baby ;
i will stand by you forever.

i’ve been real busy these few days. D: and my whole week is fully booked next week too. and after im done being busy, it will be midyrs. and so i will be busy studying for midyrs too. and after midyrs, there will be the humanities trip, the OMG cip camp whatever thing and the sec three adventure camp. and then school term will start again. thus i conclude it will be a busy year. (:

oh and i want to attend cultural potpourri! but i dunno whether i have duty or not. ): i missed last yr’s but i attended during sec one at ucc. it was pretty enjoyable! :D

I. NEED. SLEEP. (: and a few more days of work-free holiday. maybe i should go for a spa getaway or something. recuperate. HAHA. fat hope.

oh well.

Just keep trying and trying
It’s just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don’t let ‘em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you’ll find it
It’s surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you’re all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out an touch me
you’ll see that I’m not really that far
I may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you’ll see
But as long as you notice, that’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me

Just keep trying and trying
It’s just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don’t let ‘em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you’ll find it
It’s surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you’re all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
I’ve been running and jumping, but barely
Getting, getting over the bar
I plan on being much more than I, am but that’s in due time
But until then I’m guilty, and being humans my crime
Just being human that is my crime

Just keep trying and trying
It’s just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don’t let ‘em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you’ll find it
It’s surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you’re all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

SORRY JAMIE ): I KNOW YOU WANT TO WATCH MOVIE WITH ME. BUT IM REALLY BUSY ): ANOTHER TIME OKAY? :D

who are you, to think that you’re better than everyone else.. 

SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS

[x]Talked back to a teacher. peter tan :X
[x] Been kicked out of class. by mrs fong for talking too much :X
[ ] Worn pyjamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school.
[ ] Gotten lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in school.
[ ] Completely failed a test.
[x] Left class without asking.
[ ] Missed a whole week of school.
[ ] Thrown up in school.
[ ] Been beat up at school.

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS

[x] Argue with your parents a lot.
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot.
[x] Argue with your sister(s) a lot.
[x] Have your own room.
[ ] Do your own laundry.
[ ] Cook dinner once in a while.
[x] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[x] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere.
[x] You sleep in very long.
[x] All you do is watch television.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] Your family makes you cry alot
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you.
[ ] You cant stand being with your parents

FRIEND CONFESSIONS

[ ]You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
[ ] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life.
[x] Your friends are all taller than you.
[x] You have been ditched by a friend.
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number.
[ ] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses.
[x] You love most of your friends

HABIT CONFESSIONS

[x] You bite your nails.
[ ] You have an odd obsession with knives.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door open.
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
[x] You are good at telling lies well, sometimes.

LOVE CONFESSIONS

[x] You currently like someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your exes.
[x] You can stay committed for an unusually long time.
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self- centered before.

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS

[ ] You hate George Bush.
[ ] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal.
[ ] Gay marriage is fine by you.
[x] Boys make better friends than girls do.
[x] The beach is an excellent place for a date. although i dont really like the sandy feeling but yeah its pretty romantic (:
[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
[x] Needles aren’t so horrible.
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
[ ] You have plenty of secrets

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS

[ ] Fallen up the stairs.
[x] Someone has tied your shoelaces together. JAMIE / YINGYING “macho de”
[ ] Had a nail fall off.
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis
[ ] Had surgery
[x] Slapped someone across the face. wooh. violent (:
[ ] Killed someone.
[ ] Someone has called you a tease.
[x] You have been to Europe.
[x] You have worn something inside out for a whole day.hahah during annual camp.

are you excited?

are you about to fall off from your rolling chair and hit your table? :D

anyway.
its been a hectic week for me. let me start with wednesday. heh.

wednesday :pretty slack day. not much homework and stuff. i got 5/10 for social studies. D: which totally pulled down my grade for combined humans. i could have gotten 8/10 if not for the first question. i didnt state the inference clearly. although i had all the evidence correct. ah well. then there was npdp. it was pretty fun (: steven sir said he was touched and he was going to cry on the actual day. HAHA. funny guy. well, i felt that holding the poles in place wasnt as tiring as the first few times we tried it.

thursday :  i was late for school! by 5 minutes! LOL first time ever. bryan was like ” i heard you were late for school. dont do it again.” on msn? its like. urm. right. as if i wanted to be late. it was stupid okay. there was this group of students infront of me who were late too but they ran past the security guard and the security guard didnt want to chase after them. so in the end, i was the only one late -.- then after school there was this bio thing. we were supposed to design an experiment on how to stain white flowers blue in the shortest amount of time.well, i dont know. we spent alot of time thinking about how to make the variables. then in the end, ours took really long to turn blue. our group consisted of caitlyn , me, craigven, zhenyang and qihui. nigel’s group BURNT their flower. because they blew at the flower with the hairdryer at full speed for too long.HAHAHA.caitlyn and craigven were killing the flowers. :D

friday: nothing much? werent that many lessons. hweleng,hwele they all were painting class flag. they were like deciding what colour to paint the skull it was so funny! “brown la! omg it looks like shit. ” HAHAHA. then went for npdp. we thought there was muster parade.and got really excited over getting our ranks or something? so all of them wanted to go back to school and stuff? but in the end, it rained. so they didnt have muster parade that day? and the bus driver refuses to drop us off at nanhua. D: its only a 2mins drive? so we ran all the way back. because huijuan needed to get her amaths book. ALL FOR ONE ONE FOR ALL! :D we were all really sweaty and tired by the time we reached. we’re really united though. (: I LOVE THE NPDP GIRLS! :D

and now, its saturday morning. i woke up at 11+ D: bored.

maybe i shouldnt have done all the easy stuff first and left sheng huo shui bi and yue du bao gao to the last. D: now i have to rush to finish everything. oh man.

anyway. im bored.

i had this freaky dream where i went to another country to study or something. then i was in the apartment alone and i was like cut off from the world and i couldnt communicate with everyone. i wanted to call someone and stuff but i didnt know the numbers and everything. and and i was like pounding on the door trying to get out and stuff. then i woke up and remembered i was still in singapore and everything. i was in cold sweat D:

i keep having freaky dreams nowadays.

ohwell.

DOWN WITH TABLET REFORMATTING! D:

its so annoying. i dont even have any games anymore. D: it will just be like taking everything out and putting everything back again. AND having to reinstall windows office and all that.

and i just think its so cool. because the bonds you form, will be deeper than the ones that you form with your classmates.because you will be together with your squadmates for 4 years no matter what? through thick and thin and everything else in between?

i am feeling very enthusiastic about np suddenly, despite not being able to go for normal parades for so long. heh.oh well. starting from 30march, we’ll be able to attend normal parades again! :D

wheeee. i am in such a random mood now. :D

watch the video here

and oh well, off to pia hw ~
TO INFINITY AND BEYOND!  (:

p.s. i intended this to be a long post. but somehow. it became short when i ran out of things to say. hehe.

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
And you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
You know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long

So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go

and i really don’t have the mood to do my homework D: i wrote bao zhang bao dao this morning but ended up throwing it away cos i felt that it was rubbish.
soooo bored.
D:D:D:  there’s a mountain of homework waiting to be conquered..

i shall start watching cartoons to make the time pass by quicker =X

im really lazy to take bus you see.

SOMEONE ATE DUCK NOODLES FOR BREAKFAST AND NEVER DA BAO FOR ME! D:  nah just kidding (:

felt kind of tired, went home early.

thus ends my boring day.

homework :
amaths (excercise 3.2)
physics 10yr series
bio 10yr series
2 sheng huo shui bi
yue du bao gao
ehist : book review

bleah.

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that’s actually more apt than “Lovers.” Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can’t understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

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i woke up all excited about it and what do you know. halfway through the stupid thing i had stomach ache D: and i couldnt run. well i ran and stopped and ran and stopped and let everyone within close proximity of me know i was having a stomach ache too (: . in the end? i think i was very slow. because the sec 3 guys ( who had to run a longer distance and started 5 minutes later ) all started catching up with me D: and when hongxuan ran past i was like O.O then when the second guy (wenxuan) ran past i was indignant so i tried to overtake him. however he apparently was more indignant than me and so he sprinted ahead. well, his shoelaces were untied. and then, i saw bryan and kelvin? ha yep. then i was approaching the finish line and by some funny coincidence, cherng yew and i crossed the finish line at the same time. well i was FASTER :D i kind of felt stupid because i was like. running so slowly.when i told myself i was supposed to try my best this year. D: CURSE YOU CONSTIPATION!

handball was fun! well i was only a spectator. but it was still fun. kelvin teo used his butt to hit the ball away! HAHAHA so funny.

congrats to yingying , siyi ,hwe le , hwe leng , geyi , byran , kelvin , cherngyew , jieheng , ken and letts for making top 20 :D all the pro kias.

i wish i could run fast!

it has also been a long time since i had proper exercise.

ahh. i wonder how i will survive tomorrow. but oh well. it sounds fun. i shall give it a try.

wish me luck! :D

well, pretty much a relaxed week. getting back results is freaky though. the teachers always talk alot of crap about how badly / well your class did and how many people failed , how many people got distinction,bla. and it seriously makes you really scared about how you did. im afraid of disappointment ):

well, so far so good. but this doesnt bode well for my mid-years because i have this theory (as stated on cheryl’s blog) that if i do well for ct1 i wont do well for mid year and i’ll do well for ct2 and do badly for eoy. but maybe its all a matter of psychoing myself. I SHALL DO WELL FOR EVERYTHING :D yes amanda. you can do it.

im quite satisfied with myself although i was super careless. (:

road run!

i shall start with the less enjoyable one.

npdp : it wasnt really very strenuous or whatever.it was raining, so everyone was training in the drill shed. i saw funny people in luminous raincoats marching. SO CUTE (: during breaktime, i saw yingying and siyi and kept staring at them until they also burst out laughing :D funny pig.
national event : it was kinda fun (: i was facilitating zhenghua sec. nice people, all in all. ivan, jovian,wee kian and yongyuan i think. ha see im nice. i bothered to find out their names. but being a facilitator is hard work. we didnt get to eat! we only got to stare at the people eating. but it was really fun during the first few matches. where all the nhnp sec 3s were like sitting together and gossiping :D  nhnp!<3

road run! : i dunno, im quite excited about it. it sounds fun. im determined to run all the way this year. although the chances that i would get into top 20 is practically nil.but i shall not stop and walk! endurance!  that is a big deal to me okay. yay i shall bring my mp3 and get it all sweaty during the run. (: whee. i wanna climb the pyramid thingy thing. and eat macdonalds. and do loadsa stuff. funfun.

and everything means nothing , if i aint got you (:

HI MOM.

commontest report :

english : okay
chinese : screwed
emath : D: last qns screwed + careless
amath : D: last qns screwed? (expected death.)
chemistry : D: sublimation qns.
biology : okay
ss : unpredictable ? source based. like even if you think you did okay, you still might fail.
elect history : unpredictable structured essay.

ah so you see this doesnt bode well. so anyway, my parents decided to get me math tuition. which means i will be busier.

bang.

english was okay. although, i dont really know if we’re allowed to write about the title in a sarcastic way.

oh heck. its already over. what can i do.

chem and ss tomorrow D: im scared of thursday. bio and amath. i screwed up surds test! gosh. how how.

AHAHA RETARDED.

well, nothing much to report on. just gurgh. will be having cca for the next two days D:

i feel tired already.

COMMENT REPLIES :

Tomson : hey your book is still with me you know. dont you have to study? i went to return it today and lucas tells me “oh he’s still in malaysia”

cheryl : it is fun you know. we are being polite. (:

jamiewong : well because im me. and being me, i am incredibly random. :D

-continues whining incessantly about how she hates the exams-

grrr. i feel like hitting someone. D:

you know the new year tradition where you have to stay up as late as you possibly can, (some even stay up the whole night! ) to make sure your parents have a long life? actually i think its all psychological. if the parents see their children willing to stay up late just to make sure they have a long life, they will feel happy that they have such filial children and therefore, they will lead happier lives and if you’re happier, you store less bitterness in your heart, and you will live longer.

however, if they see that their children dont want to stay up so late for them, they will be really sad that their children dont appreciate all that they have done for them? but they cant really complain to their children because its like, maybe their children are tired or something. so they store the bitterness in their heart. and become grumpy and unhappy old people. and thus, they lead more bitter old lives. and they dont live as long.

see. it all makes sense.happy chinese new year of the pig! :D

i am feeling alot better today. but i still miss my phone. its like i still have all the accessories with me? all intact and in good condition? bah ): all the mean people in the world. but its okay. i have WONDERFUL FRIENDS.

well its chinese new years eve. i shall cheer up so that i can enjoy my cny. oh yeah and study for commontest. i finished reading Off Centre but then i think it made me a little bit psycho.well i cant get it back anyway. so i shall just move on. (:

oh yeah im going to be flagbearer for npdp! (: gonna wear the pretty white uniform.but i dowanna train without the other girls ): bah. why cant we all be flagbearers. oh well. its a great honour though. i’ll be carrying the nh flag. heh.

amaths test.

lost my handphone.

missed the stop.

got scolded by my mom.

and several other random things that i think are wrong with the world.

call me pathetic. whatever.

maths lesson was nothing much. ms wong was kind of blur today. she erased off madeline’s answer while she was asking madeline where her answer was.well theres a math test tomorrow. hooray. what fun.

chem spa was really fun! even though it ate into 5/6 of our recess. crystallization. well i suppose i got all excited over it because i did it all by myself and the crystals were so pretty (: and blahblah. decided not to launch into a boring rant about every single lesson we had today. everyone’s gushing about their plans for tomorrow. going with jiayu to watch just follow law?

physics test finally over. to be honest i wasnt really terrified of it. i was just like. oh i know im not going to get good marks for it anyway. no use fretting. and well. i didnt.i tried to study during lunch. but the classroom was locked. so. oh well.

amaths test tomorrow. gosh. and i didnt bring home anything to study.

THANK YOU :

(in random order)

• rachel! thanks for the chocolates! love ya (:
• brenda! thanks for the huge chocolate bar! i always get mixed up whenever caitlyn calls your name =X
• sokteng! you’re so sweet (: thank youuu!
• madeline! ah cool. you made your own cookies! nice nice. ^^ thanks!
• cherngyew! yay! thanks so much! i loved your present! <3
• huijuan! xiaojie! (: thanks for the chocolate! & see you at npdp training! ^^
• jiayu! cny coming lo! we go watch movie? ;) classmates for 6 years!
• jamie! thanks for the chocolate chip (: okay i dont know if it was meant for valentines day but i love you anyway! ^^
• cheryl! i know you’ll complain if your name isnt here. so here it is. see i know you SO well. is your nose feeling itchy? HAHA =X well i love you? you be honoured. you’re the only one on the list who hasnt given me a present. YET. HAHAHA. nah. just kidding.

im going to be fat after all the chocolate and new year goodies. (: and well it was a really happy day for me all in all. since wednesday is a short day and everything. it was really fun for me (: well, hope you all enjoyed your valentines day!

oh yeah SS test. that was the only blemish on an otherwise perfect day? well it was kinda screwed. everyone else wrote like more than one page? but i didnt =X oh gosh. ah well. its already over. i have physics test tomorrow though. :O

you light up my life (:

1. Starting Time
6.00pm

2. Full Name
amanda ang qi qi
3. Best Friend(s)
besties! cheryl leong sue fen [ bestbestbestie/rubbishbestie] jamie wong shi qin [sidekickbestie] tiah cherng yew [papayabestie]

4. Sexiest Friend
i have no sexy friend D: sad.

5. Funniest Friend(s)
hard to tell. i laugh at everything (:

6. Smartest friends
my friends are clever people. they made me their friend! :D

7. Dumbest Person
no one (: im nice okay?

8. Shyest Friend
cherng yew! *SUPPOSEDLY* but honestly i doubt he is very shy.

9. Most boring person
i dont like boring people. D: so yep. none. because i like all my friends (:

10. Who do you get advice from
er. myself?

11. Height
154cm. same as cheryl and emelia! :D we should stand in a row and take a picture one day

12. Date of Birth
29may1992 (:
13. Righty / Lefty
righty

15. Shoe Size
5?

16. Shoe Brand
SUPPORT BATA! (: white is nice.

17. Do you Crack any Body Parts
knuckles? i hope thats what you mean.

19. Siblings
younger sister!

20. Email Address
uh. wouldnt you already know.
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend
not telling you :P

22. Crush
maybe (:

23. Liked a Teacher
teachers are OLD.
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream
YES! i think it was hagen daz melon icecream. im fat (:

27. Ran Into a Glass Door
oh yeah. the one between citylink and suntec. hey not my fault! the person opened it while i was walking towards it  ><

29. Gone Skinny Dipping
ew no. im conservative.

30. Nearly hit by a car
well another car knocked into my mothers car. but nothing happened.
31. Ran into a parked car
nah

Girls Fill Out About Guys

35. Boxers or Briefs
im not wearing them! shouldnt guys fill this out
36. Tall or Short
tall. duh. shorter than me is like uber short. =X

37. Does size matter
not really? (:

38. Six-pack or Muscular Arms?
six pack! muscular arms are scary. but then they shouldnt be flabby either. picky me.
39. Body or Personality
both!:D personality first, of course.

40. Ear Pierced or Not
no?

41. Sporty or Outdoorsy
isnt sporty and outdoorsy the same thing?
42. Good or Bad guy
there should be a mixture (:

Guys Fill Out on girls

47. G or hipster undies

48. Tall or Short

49. Long Hair or Short

50. Dark or Light Eyes

51. Light/Dark Hair:

52. Body or Personality

53. Ears Pierced or Not

55. Good Girl/Bad Girl

56. Hair Up or Down

57. Sporty or Classy

58. Chicken or Not Afraid

Which One is Better

59. Coke or Pepsi
its the same!

60. K.F.C or McDonalds
i like mcspicy! thats about the only junk food i eat. (:

61. Cats or Dogs
both! :D i want a kitty and a puppy.

62. Coffee or Tea
i prefer tea (: caffeine is bad for health!

63. Eastside or Westside
central!

64. Vanilla or chocolate
CHOCOLATE! :D i like white chocolate
65. Cake or Cookies
COOKIES. IM GETTING HUNGRY.

66. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks
purple striped lime socks! colourful (:

67. Sunset or Sunrise
sunset! its more convenient you see. i like sleep. i dont like waking up early.

68. Day or Night
night.

69. Lights on or off
on! im scared of the dark =X

70. Summer or Winter
i dont like cold! i prefer HOT.

Your Favourite

71. Food
asian food! thai, jap,chinese,korean ^^ spicy!

73. Holiday destination
my mind! i have a very ACTIVE imagination.
74. Radio Station
power 98/98.7 fm

75. Place
in someone’s arms (: i like being cuddled.
In The Future

76. Will you believe in God
i already do!

77. What you want to be when you grow up
i want to SAVE THE WORLD!

78. Define Love
love is something you cant describe with words. x)

80. Favourite Place
-.- keep repeating.

81. Favourite day(s) of the week
i dunno? neutral. it varies from week to week.
82. Bedtime
between 10-12.
More questions

85. Do you love someone right now
ha! yeah.

86. Do you care about someone
i care about many someones. im CARING.

87. Do you think of someone everyday
sure. i think about alot of things everday.

89. Do you think someone is special in any way
any way? yea sure. everyone is special in one way or another.

90. Finishing time
7.03pm

91. Date
12february

so anyway. friday was a day filled with mixed emotions. i went with tyt to go and watch the olevel results being released. oh gosh i felt so proud of all the seniors. its the whole atmosphere of the place. you could almost TASTE all the hard work they put into their work and you could feel the anticipation , their anxiety and its was just a moving sight. especially the part where they announced those people who got 10 and 9 distinctions. cant help but feel so proud of them. CONGRATS SENIOR NCO ZHIRUI! (: 9 DISTINCTIONS

so then later, we were supposed to go for npdp training, but the bus left without us! D: but we were kind of happy anyway, to get a break from training and go attend normal parade. but then in the end mr tay said no matter what we still have to go. so we went to take taxi to HTA. oh yeah anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEN WU ZHI XIONG! :D

well thats about all have to say. ciao!

” 当你来到南华，你以南华为荣 ， 当你离开南华 ， 南华以你为荣。 ” – mr foo

yay. must comment more! entertain me!

yeah.

anyway im tired. yes.